January 4, 2010

Resolution #1 Being Content

(photo from: weheartit)
Well it looks like my goal to start blogging more is off to a good start…
Anyways, I thought I would share a few of my New Years Resolutions over the next couple of days. I’ll start with one of them: to be more content.
Now being content has always been an issue I’ve struggled with my whole life and often I find myself saying “Now I would just be happy if I had that (insert item here)” way too often: just ask my parents.
“I’ve found the recipe for being happy whether full or hungry, hands full or hands empty. Whatever I have wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am.”  -Philippians 4:11-12 (The Message)
I honestly wish I could say that, but I don’t feel like I am at the place where I could give up everything and say, “God you are truly all I need.” It’s kind of pathetic how much emphasis I’ve put on materialistic things when I haven’t ever put that much emphasis on how much God means to me.
One reason that I find myself chasing the latest thing is because I am on the computer so much that I can’t help but run into tons of cool things that I immediately start obsessing over. Ever since I was younger, I would even look through all of the ads in the Sunday paper and rip out all of the things that I thought were neat. Needless to say, that pile grew bigger all the time and before long I had built up quite a habit of being discontent.
As I was typing this blog, this song came on the radio and wrapped up all I’ve been trying to say in about five lines. Funny how that works.
“All the things I thought would fill me up inside left me empty here - and now I know why..
All of my castles in the sand - washed away again and I’m left back where I began tonight
The only thing that can ever fill me up has been right in front of me all the time

All along I was looking for something else, You’re something else
All along I was looking for something more,You’re so much more
I finally found what I could never see before
You’ve always been the one that I was looking for." (All Along, By Remedy Drive)



True that.

December 29, 2009

New Goals, New Thoughts, New Year

One of my New Year's resolutions is to blog more often. Considering that I have only been blogging about once a month, I don't think that goal will be too hard to meet. 
I'm sure no one reads this, but it is nice to have a place to send my thoughts off to every once in a while. You could say this is my online inspirational journal, I suppose. 
Anyway, I'll do my best not to bore you with my pointless rambling or boring posts. Bear with me.